ang saya.. clases are suspended coz of the "typhoon". actually, since kahapon pa. pero parang la ring use yung yday kasi no clas nman tlga UP pag wed. lucky are those who were supposed to take an exam. today, suspended uli... yehey! la na rin nga mxado ulan e.. haay, saraap ma2log!!! wana watch princess diaries na rin! hmmmm... mgpaka-bum! hehe!

         - woke up at around 8:30 am (ate love's house)

haaay.. it's feels so great when u've got nothin to do..got nothin to think about.. but i know dis wil only last for a week.. after this, busy na naman... gusto ko na magbakasyon! la na ko beauty sleep.. hehe

haay.. after two weeks of 3hrs of sleep/night.. stayin up late just to study.. finally, it's over.. pero i know there's more to come, haha! grabe, nawala na beauty rest ko ba! nwei.. kanina was the last exam for tha two-week not-heaven week(s).. don't wana call it hell week coz bka jinx sya..

i dunno wats wid these month or week.. but it seems that all I think of as impossible to happen happen (?) just tonight, nangyari na naman..

kagbi kasi, mejo out of emergency na nagkatext kami ni someone (not really that special...yoko lang sabihin kung cno).. den kanina, jinoke ko lang na makaka-rcv ako ng msg from him.. la pa namang nagtetext sakin nun.. kahit lam ko mejo malabo.. pero jk lang talaga kasi malabo nga talaga mngyari (sobra!) den bglang.. nka-rcv ako ng msg from him.. wrong send... pero, d thot na nagtext xa.. may psychic powers na ba ko?

yan tuloy, d ako nakahinga for ilang seconds at nanlamig ako...bilis pa ng heartbeat ko... bat ganun, kulang nalang yta sakin bolang krystal.. hehe..

pero, generally, I would not want to grab the chance na makita yung future ko.. what's the point of living pag ganun dba?

got a new blog.. pinkish.. its http://ahlowha.blogspot.com

nah.. im not referin to the brand name of a condom.. trust.. as in pagtiwala, tiwala, pagtitiwala, pagpati, pagtuo.. ano pa ba?

ala lang, somethin happened today that has sumthinto do with dat word.. its a big dilemma..decidin where to put urself.. either sa side ng mabilis magtiwala or dun sa mahirap magtiwala.. cguro nga, aristotle's right.. moderation is the best.. pero.. it's still hard e.. yung next question.. ano yung dpat or cno yung dpat pagtiwalaan... maybe here come's the phrase na "benefit of the doubt"

waah.. i realize im not gettin to my point... ala lang.. im just sad that there's some people whom you have established great friendships with..and that malaki tiwala mo pero bigla malalman mo na hindi pala ganun ding trust I get in exchange.. cguro dats life.. its unfair but beautiful.. how ironic.. how fun and how challenging.. ala.. im not mad with "those people".. im just sad dat they arent under or guided by powerful lamp post... i dont intend na bawiin yung trust that i have given them... ganun e, friends ko sila..mahal ko sila.. and i didnt give my trust to them para pagtiwalaan din nila ako.. coz that'sthe way it is.. u dont give and then expect the somethin (same amount) in return... coz parang d ka rin nagbigay..

ang galing ng formula ng buhay... kahit mahirap.. msaya

august 3.. monday..bio clas..pav4, Palma hall, rm 4205 (?).. la pa cna erle, johnfred, cess & ronald.. ako pa lang sa row namin.. my crush wasnt around also.. papasok kya yun? d daw chek attendance sbi ni mam last meeting..exam ksi pagka-thurs nun (w/c was nakakbadtrip)..i had nothin to do pa, la rin makausap pa..kaya i prayed to God.. sbi ko, pag pumasok c crush ko, destined kmi for each other.. kya lang, naicip ko, laki ng probability..so, color ng shirt kaya? d pwede blue or gray, he always wear those colors.. so white nalang.. pra pure intention din...

den... while i was wrting somethin.. na-feel ko may pumasok.. tall person.. nka-white! *shet*.. c crush!!!! ohmigod, is he the one?????????